It’s time to add the spices.

For the very first time, I actually feel very bored with my life. No I’m not depressed; no I don’t need to get laid. I’m just bored and for once I feel the need to step outside of my safety box and take some chances.

The one thing I fear the most is being older and looking back at the things I should have done when I was young enough to do it. That is definitely one of the worst feelings to have. Regrets. We’re young and totally capable of doing anything we want to right now, so take full advantage of your youth.

So here’s my game plan and I’m absolutely serious about this:

Since I’m always living in the “safety box” and never in my life have I ever taken any risk–gawdamnit I’m going to take some fucking risks! I’m going to quit my job as an optometric technician (of two years) for good. People actually go to school for that position and I heard that it is hard to get an optometric technician job even if you have a certificate or a degree for it, so I’m about to leave a good job (though a very stressful one as well).

Next, I’m going to focus more on working my portfolio and my freelance work as a web and graphic designer. My current client is actually the model and Internet personality, Raquel Reed, who was featured on my last layout.

I’ve also applied for some magazine internships, but that I’m not too crazy about. If I get it, awesome, and if I don’t, I’m still awesome.

And finally, this is completely surprising and random of me but I’m going to audition for some paid and non paid acting gigs and see where it takes me. My intentions are not to get on the silver screen and become this high payed actress; I’m just going to participate in some low-budget, indie films just for the love of acting.

You only live once right?